给自己的话

做事要有始有终
别常常办事不利
就酱不完整
往往给人添麻烦
无奈...

i have to set a limit for myself so that i won't be too indulge into it!
i deserve a better choice =]

heartless

事已全非了。痛...
结果已被我看透...

hey i ain't a spy

enjoy reading random people's blog. makes me feel like an urge to take part in their life. i know what happen around you but i am not known by you. don't you feel like it's so weird? or if 1 day i have bump into your life and you realize i know every little thing about you. what would you think about me then?

again, admire your life. some kind of sunshine life i would like to live in. well mine is not that bad either. =]

awaken

thanks for teaching me that. i will bear it in my mind.
7 words. i'm bleeding inside.

new sem

today is my first day of my year-2 2nd sem..god damn 3 weeks of holidays ended that fast..seems like my holiday had just began yesterday..oh no hectic life starts today..gosh hope everything can go well..!!

new sem resolution: study harder and smarter, play hard as well.

just do it

saw this shoes on fb..like it so much...i wonder how much is it?

anyway need a new sport shoes for the coming Nike run...=]

midautumn

中秋夜，茶越浓，思念越是浓

中秋节快乐！

natural

简单，自然。就是美

small gathering

had a small gathering with u guys..really enjoyed altho the time was kinda short..i can really be myself during that moment.. =P

being fooled

all my words to you are like rubbish.
uncountable promises had broken by you.
problems accumulated bit by bit..
i thought you would care, but you don't
is it that hard to bear my words in your mind?
i couldn't find the way you appreciate me at all

没有脑的人

好憎恨那些说话口无遮拦的人，虽然不是恶意的但无形中却伤害到人..我只能说这种人没有脑

hardwork shall succeed

just had my english for business and financial accounting(F.A) exam today. totally exhausted and i only managed to sleep for like 2hours plus before the exam because i was rushing midnight oil before exam..

english was so so..i know i won't get A for it because i can't score well on the coursework. if without any mistakes maximum i could only get is a B- i guess..for F.A, i would be glad and delight if i could get a pass on this subject..well i can say that i am totally not good on it..but i believe hard work can overcome my problem(i hope)..recently i really undergo torturing practices on it...hope i can pass this subject really..well this is not what i wanted to post on this blog..

the main purpose that led me to post this is..i totally get pissed when those people had some minor mistakes on their exam and they were like omg omg die la i don'n know how to do..omg fail already. in the end they still manage to get an A or a B. hate this kind of attitude..i don't know what they are thinking in their mind..it's just a minor mistake they were yelling and crying like it's end of the world..what the fuck? can you all please take into consideration to those people who around you? yes i mean i'm the one..to me your so-called mistakes it's not a big deal for me...because i know the mistakes i made are more serious than yours..can you all understand people's feeling or not? hate this kind of fake attitude..for your information i'm not purposely talking about someone(or anyone who u think of), i'm just referring to those random people all i heard in the school..

well i just want to express how i feel when you all said like that..i know you all are so perfectionist wanna make things flawless..i wish i could as well..feel free to comment and flame me you all agree or don't agree about this..lol i doubt if there is anyone will read this..

i'm done!

座右铭

别长他人志气，灭自己威风

I.L.Y.A.I.M.I

i wonder happy moment will ever last?
i dare not to say forever but i hope it will.
i will accept it no matter how is the ending.
i really do appreciate everything now.
i even pray hard for it.

wee hour

it's 2.18am in the morning, i'm still awake in front of my computer. blog hopping is what i'm doing now. sometimes there are possibilities for me find out those familiar faces who i lost contacted long time ago. also, those who i know them but they don't know me. didn't think of knowing them and recontact with them. just view and read after that click the X. without leaving footprints too. is this a good ethic for a blogger? =X

i do enjoy reading those bombastic blogs, what i mean is those who can write in superb english. maybe i feel like this is one of the way to improve my grammar and vocab. please pardon my grammar, i know i'm not really up to the standard. write in clear and simple sentence will do.

just checked the calendar and realized my birthday is coming in 2weeks time. before this one of my friends had read my previous blog and asked what happen to me recently. and ask me to be happy since my birthday is coming. i took this reason and requested a specific present from her. this is the first time i do so because i suddenly feel like having it. you might think that it must be an expensive gift. nope it's not. 2-3bucks i think can get it already. and yea you are right, i don't care how do i celebrate my birthday. most importantly i want myself to be happy, not on that day but is start from now. =]

oh it's 2.57am now. better off to my bed and have some sleep. sweet dreams to me~

helpless

Thousand of words keep on running through my mind since yesterday you told me that case. actually now I'm thinking should i write this on my blog. i really afraid people will laugh at me because some people might think this is kinda silly. ya i admit when it comes to love stuff. i will become weak and fragile.

today is the first time in this year i woke up with no intention. my heart is very empty and i can feel it until now with no blood flowing and pumping inside. or i can say it's just like I'm living in a body with no soul. ya but i feel pain no more after i cried yesterday. tears flowing uncontrollably with no expressions on my face. you might wonder I'm a guy why should i cry and what makes me cry. i tell you a guy will never cry and if he cries that means he is really hurt. actually this is not the first time i cry but its really hurt compare to the previous. after crying i realize something, the right side of my eye shed more tears than my left eye does..

i really afraid every few days various kind of problems keep on coming to me. the obstacles its getting bigger and bigger..just like a rolling snowball..

i can do everything to improve myself, my studies..everything. but if it worsen, I'm destroyed.

我只是一个乳臭未干, 入世未深的黄毛小子。我能给你什么？

=]

sorry guys..about the last post, it was a big misunderstood. actually i misinterpreted it..so everything is solved now..juz had lunch with her today, a wonderful one..haha
hope everything will be ok in the future. <3

hope everyone can celebrate this coming chinese new year happily..healthy always!!

2months

2months already and she said im not her cup of tea....
funny? what a joke..